renew~

i have just renew my playlist and my blog, check it out~


i had just wrote two story for halloween~ tomorrow will post out~


i will stop my blog life style for 3 month~ take note


And i hove nothing to say


that's all~ good night~

get problem?

huh? what problem I had meet? Actually that is a small problem.......


want me show out what is my problem?
sure I will show it~ but before that...... I want ask myself~
Is it I show out the problem... I can solve it?


1.my exam....
- BM:C
- BI:C
- History:PASS
- MATHS:B
- ACC: PASS
- PDG: C
- BC:B
- Moral:A
- ERT:B
how bad is it?
the conclusion is on your hand


2.facebook
- got one idiot always comment on my status and always said that his phone is the best..... his computer is the best best best! hey guy... it depends on the user! if you feel that the thing is the best then i have nothing to say.... I always feel that what I use is the best..... Cause it depends on the user


3. My dreams
- After serene share her story me i felt that why I can't success my dream?
hey girl, just like what she said, do what you need to do, work hard on your job, success is just beside you!


OK~ sharing is the best~
I love you sharing!!!!
WOOHOO

dance and sing gathering have fun?

DNS= dance and sing gathering.....


continue form the lose or lost......


i lost my money....


i lost my face.....


i lost my change.....


i lost my phone memory.......


i lost my tution time......


i lost my time......


i lost my sound......


i lost my moral value......


i know the result without guessing
all the winner have fun
all the loser have nothing
but i can measure that.....


the loser will learn more thing then the winner


i learn it


i want to try it


i like the way to learn！

hui ying and me

all bekas and one junior

full ajk member and bekas

lose?lost?

hahahahaha~ this few day i just buy a new phone for myself...... it a touchscren phone, need more careful for that, but it cost me RM700, the sale girl free me a screen protector, whatever it just a very cheap thing for everyone..... but it help me a lot!

nowadays i have no more credit beside me, it just left RM30, but for me it will be increasing if i have not spend it! but the problem is i can't! I will have a dinner at monday, is it i need to go for that?! before this i told them i will not support them and leave them alone,but now......

is it i lost it? yah... maybe i lose my money but never mind! money still can earn back! but now my face lost! I face is importance for everyone! Me too! who not for that?! I'm just a normal human being at the world! I can dicide for anything but i can't dicide for everything...... our life is just under god!

this is my new phone~ nokia 5530 xpress music

standed nokia logo

with pink colour sideline

full phone view!

with 3.5mega pix

i like this most! lucky the sale girl no charge me this!

after i buy this phone......

go home.......

mum:"why you buy this type of phone?!"

me:"erm...."

second day when my mum touch my phone....

mum:"so funny this phone!"

me:"yah! that is why i choose it"

mum:" can you do me a favour?"

me:"what?"

mum:"help me shot my flower!"

==''''''''

創作？2

来来来～大家来看看～

很白痴吧？
这只是单纯的乱来～

創作？

這是我第一次製作，而靈感來自一位殘障人士建德的動畫，他的努力感動到我了，然而我的第一次卻遠遠追不上他……努力向上！加油！建德！

當然這不是最好，最好的往往要經過一番努力才會得到，就像建德一樣，他的努力不是白費的，雖然他的行動不方便但還可以做出那麼可愛的動畫……

第一章:you are my lover

[你将成为我们的一切… …]

我是一位双重个性的杀手，什么是双重个性？难道双重个性的人有罪吗？我依然不知醒觉。钢琴依然存在，在我的心里，“她”依然在我的心里，从不离开，我看着她的脸，轻轻的

笑，越笑越开心，他永远将成为我的，不属于他人，为我独有… …

我弹着钢琴，弹着我为她写的歌。我双手放在琴键上，按着白和黑键，轻轻的弹着

音乐在我的屋子里飘，轻轻的，心情舒缓。我傻傻的对着她笑，她的表情依旧，我看了心酸。我把染上鲜血的衣服放在洗脸盆上，用水慢慢地冲洗着，清清的水被衣服上的鲜血污染了，我傻笑… …衣服洗完了，被污染的水流走了，我望着眼前的镜子，脸沾满鲜血的我很开心，心爱的人终于永远在我的身边了。

我从厕所里走出来，把已经洗干净的衣服拿出来晾干；我坐在笔记型电脑前打着我的小说，我把我今天所做的东西写在我小说里，我越写越开心，越写越入神，就连有人来找我都不知道，主编来找我拿稿，当我写得真精彩时才来拿稿，欠打。我黑着脸，把一大堆稿丢给他，王八他，打扰我写稿，没死过?我从我的外套里拿出刀，用力一捅，刀子插在他的肚腩的右下角，我微笑，我大声的笑，我把他拖进我的研究室里，用手术刀用力一割，他的肚腩里的东西全被我拿了出来，我把它放在实验瓶里，当作战利品，我慢慢嚼着，欣赏着我的战利品，他永远都是那么美的，我的战利品… …

明天是我发表我的新书的好日子，我穿着我的西装，拥有我心爱的女人的血的西装，再发表会上，我很开心，我的女人当了书中的女主角，她愿意为我牺生，我也会留给他好的东西，心爱的，你开心吗?你当了女主角，你开心吗？一定很开心吧，别人要都没有，你是我的第一个，第一个女主角… …you must know it, my girl, you is my angle, always is my lover, never change… …

update! update! update!

Already many month no update my blog, what make this happen? later you will know what is the story~

Feel very sad this few month, no only sad, that is very very very sad, ask me why? it a very very long story to tell~ gosh~ when i think back the story, i want kill the person who make me very angry~

1st thing happen:

this almost happen every month

some virus attack my computer, pendrive, and my phone memory card....... i take my computer to format(it got connection,my pendrive and phone memory card nearly spoil~^w^)after format, my com is come back form the "hospital", i use it for three days, it's attack by virus again when i using pps to watch my drama, the screen suddenly  black in colour, i feel very scare! i format it for rm50, now i need to pay more rm50 for my com? no way, but by the way, my friend no charge me the money, i put down the storm...... after second time format, my com harddisce upgrade, i use that for 3 week, it spoil again~ WTF! i feel very angry and disappointed, i want throw it, i want spoil it into half, i want it disappear in front of my eye..... but i cant do that cause my sister need to use it...... no choice, i made my com well now, hope it will no happen anything till the end of this year.....

2nd thing happen:

my friend send me a massege, SEMAK PLKN (IC NO>) to 15888, she call me to check it out, yah i did that, the result is: tahniah! anda telah dipilih untuk menyetai PLKN kuml 3 siri 8/2010........

my first respond! what the fuck! i scold it out in front of my history teacher, i feel very angry! i hate to join this type of thing, if i no forget, last time i go for BSM camp tutti for four day, i come back with sick and whole body gatal~ seriously! i have skin sensitive problem since i born...... now thinking what method i can use to let-off this stupid NS

3th thing happen:

my phone drop from my table...... the phone's body spoil....... it's alright, but few day ago, i realize that my phone cant hear,3g cant use, screen run of the colour when i slide up my phone......it happen again...... ribben got something happen~ hate it men, after that i invited my bigger sister to join me to find a new phone for myself....... firstly i saw nokia 7230, it ok ok lo.... after that my sister take a phone to see, nokia 5530xm touchscreen...... actually i like it, it same like 5800xm,it a second generation of 5800xm also can say that is the mini version of 5800..... now stilll do some planing for money..... hope i can buy the phone soon~

it very night, a rainning night, it's good for everyone to sleep.... very good night~ 

broga hill trip!!!!!

now feel painful at whole body but i feel very happy for that, cause this is my first time to there, they are fast action untill i can't follow them, but good,my friend, they waited me, when i rest they will rest, when i run they also run. feel good!

this is all picture i have, some at friend there, but they will upload soon, so excited about that,hope can see that soon! in this trip i learnt so many thing, work together, help each ohter, careless, love, and........................... now is night, is time to sleep.!

爱惜

新闻，报章，电台无处不在，我坐在餐厅里头，无头绪的随意翻开一份报章，看了看，每人告诉我但我不是很留意的文章就在里头，智力8.8级大地震，在这之前，海地发生了大地震，这些事从来都不会被我放在心上，但，这次我开始认真面对这些事，我开始认为这些事不是我说不会发生就不会发生，我不能去阻止，我只能默默的为他们祈祷。

 智力8.8级大地震涉及的地点繁多，影响了大约地球的四分之一，就连马来西亚沙巴都发生4.6级余震，可以想象这是多么的严重。我看了头版的照片，高速公路的天桥到了，建筑物就像布丁一样粹了，有的人被压在屋瓦下，有的人失去了家人蹲在路旁大哭，有的庆幸他们没事。坐在那，看着文章，该死的我眼泪流了下来，我急忙把眼泪搽干，毕竟那是公共场所，我不想丢脸.我闭上眼睛思考，刚好音乐播了林俊杰的爱与希望，这是当时四川大地震他写给四川的歌，这首歌是用来鼓励他们努力站起来，这首歌现在非常实用，无能为力的我只好用我的方式为他们祈祷，祈祷他们-就像那首歌里所写的，别轻易放弃，明天要许更多愿望，装满了勇气就更有力量！

 回家了，看到的新闻都是一样的，海地，智力，这两个名字一直在我脑海里，躺在床上也在想，家人，朋友，知己如果在地震那一瞬间消失了，我该怎么办？家人发现我不见了他们会担心吗？朋友会心急吗？知己会着急吗？那为什么我们不懂得珍惜他们呢？经常吵架，翻脸，这些都是活在现今这社会的人想要得到的吗？

孤儿院一间又一间，老人院开了又开，他们的家人呢？他们的朋友呢？全都离开了他们！他们舍弃他们，嫌弃他们，他们做错了什么吗？为什么要这样对待他们？有的人说这是报应！说什么他们对家人不好，带麻烦给家人，或许大家都不知道，他们所唠叨的，他们所说的都很有道理，只是大家关心的方式都不一样，脾气暴躁，没有耐性，这些都是现今社会的致命伤。

我老妈子每天都唠叨我，每天都骂我，说我懒，说我坏，我认为这是她关心我的方式，我脾气暴躁，我没有耐性，每次听了左耳进右耳出。但是智力这件事给我很大的感触，它给了我这个问题：“你有关心过你的家人吗？”坦诚说，没有。


我每一天自我检讨，每一天都把老妈子所说的当成名句，每天都记得，我在真么忙都会抽出时间来和他们谈天，有压力时就躲在房间里偷哭，从来都没有做家务的我也渐渐的帮老妈子减轻负担，我知道他们工作辛苦，我愿意分担，每个月的薪水都给老妈保管，都没跟他拿回，除非有急用。


我开始了解“爱惜”这个字的意思，爱惜家人，爱惜朋友，就算他们讨厌我，就算我泪洒满面，我也要把“爱惜”此字刻在心里，因为“爱惜”是不会改变的，是永久的。我这样做不是想让他们知道，我不是想要炫耀，而是，我爱你们，我爱惜你们，我的家人，我的朋友……

（这故事是来至我本身，有时候会感觉，这社会越来越糟糕，越来越烂，就算是这样“他们”真的很重要，“他们”给我们鼓励，为我们加油，除了他们，还有谁愿意这样做？看了这篇文章的人，想想这个问题吧！）

school re-open

now school are re-open,i'm old, pengetua still no come,penolong too......the stupid teacher always say this beside my ear!"hey guy! this year already form 5! please be prepare for your SPM!"i hate this word!

now wanna plan to make a dedication, lucky biscut, now just wait my sister send the biscut to me on this week! i hope my plan can come true, the teacher will use another eyes to see me, whatever i done on last just to make the chinese club more batter!

homework be come more, teacher always come! last year teacher always don't want come to our class! why now different?just because the spm?but i still happy because i get a good teacher.that was my history teacher,pn.syamala

"you want continue take your seni? if want please tell me as fast as pasible."my seni teacher said, until now i still no give the answer to the teacher, i must think before i make a dicision!

i feel that school was no fair! why first and second class can get the tecnich answer the question paper, why last class no have?! whatever we were last class but we still human! what the stuid stuff? why so no fair? what the f...

now was late i still writing my blog, tomorrow still need to school , my homework still no finish yet! what the f...

2010! what i had been done on 2009!

what i had been done on 2009? Em...
JAN:-open school and know what class i study(sci class)
        -the class no good for me, change class in process( act class)
FED:-chinese new year, just only won rm20, eat stimbol, balik kampung.....
        -finish chinese new year, started my 1st class on 4 nilam
        -EXAM! monthly test
MAC:-study and exam
         -scold my chinese club member!
         -make activity
APL:-study.....
MAY:-holiday for half month,go camp
JUN:-go back school ,exam(half year test)
JULY:-study, school off
OGS:-monthly test,study
SEP:-study
OCT:always ponteng class, chil whit my classmate,get high on hallowen,join koperasi
NOV:final exam, ponteng school
DEC:-off school and hang out with my big sister,countdown for x'mas ,prepare for next year,countdown at house

this is what i done on 2009, just sleep, eat, school, off school, hang out with friend.....
that all what i had been done on 2009
i hope my new yaer will happen more new thing! 1st thing was i will sit for SPM!My target? no..... i no have target!

冬至dong zhi

Tuesday was dong zhi,my mom cooked some tangyuan to celebrate this festival,it is just a small festival but feel happy, try to make some tangyuan and some food, its funny! red colour, orange,green,chocolate, white colour all in one! The chocolate colour got a little bit chocolate test!

one bowl of tangyuan!

red and white colcour@@

chocolate and green colour!o-0

orange, yellow and green!
its sweet for everyone hope all can tuantuanyuanyuan!

whole day eat maggie mee!

dunno why and why my mom go and buy many maggie mee tuesday ? Now i know why! she lazy to cook for us! WAH! maggie mee ,mi sedap, indo mee, and more and more? when malaysia come out so many brand maggie!dunno why? feel sucks to the maggie mee~@@! last time call me eat maggie i will think whole day!

still thinking about the album~ dunno wan buy or not~ rm42~ my half gaji will gone if really buy it!how? no choice, ask my friend can gv some discount for me or not! batter is can! i will thanks god every much!

half gaji i use! buy some new colth for my chinese new year, rm60 discount till rm20! no bad right? pink and white(when i become pinky?) and one more puma cloth(my big sister buy wan) now still left some thing~ dunno wat is tat! school bag still can use, pencil cave still in a good look, shoe, let me think first,erm......

now, prepare for my school holiday finish! i can go back school after 3 weeks later! yes! waiting...... i waiting for you! i waiting for you~ waiting for you kiss me at the nite(sorry! singing some song!)

my new blog

Just because my old blog got some problem, i need to open a new blog to continue my blog life.....
Whatever,please always open my new blog! And of cause the old blog i will link at here....actualy i'm can't forget my old and stupid blog(cause inside there got too many thing!)
Today, i went in a shop! what the hell! That was a casino! I can't imazing! I faster put down thing and faster go out! I can take the smoke test! Last week, the shop kena police cheak! all computer gone, the shop need a lot of money to make the computer back!
I don't know what can i write! so... ... i need to run out now!!! ^^